Used book - If You Love Me As Much As That, Tara-Taylor Quinn, Françoise Rigal

More than anything in the world, Anna wants a child – the child she should have today if, four years earlier, out of desperation, she hadn't lost the love of Blake, her husband, the one she never managed to forget. Driven by her desire, Anna desperately seeks a man who would agree to give her this baby – but without expecting anything from her in return. Because not for a second does she imagine offering to anyone but Blake the place he left in her heart. What she wants is a stranger, who will fade away when the time comes and never return to claim his rights to the child. However, as time passes, as the illusion of such an encounter dissipates, Anna feels a wild hope germinating within her, an impossible project that she barely dares to believe in herself: to find Blake and turn to him...